With Tim and I going through the process to adopt through CAS there have been a lot of emotional journeys as we both look back at what brought us to where we are not. Also, that uncertainty and hope of what will come is a huge emotional journey in itself! Last night we were talking after both having spent some one on one time with the social worker and I had a lot of hope, and a lot of faith - not to say Tim didn't but his was much more...conservative. He gave his heart thoughts and hopes that wouldn't allow them to fail.
In our short drive that was separate (after picking up the other vehicle at his mom's) I was slowly getting more discouraged in thinking that God's timing might be years and years away, as Tim always refers to Abraham and Sarah....but here's the cool part! Tim was talking to God about all these things on his heart and God gave him a visual message. There's a part in his truck that shows words, but only 2 words has he ever seen it show. Last night, for the blink of an eye, he clearly saw the word "possible" and knew in his heart that, as Jesus said in Matthew 19:26, he was saying to Tim
Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
I think it's just so amazing how God can speak with us, can refresh us. This didn't give us all the answers we don't know the answers to, it didn't tell us anythign specific in terms of what we're going through but it sure did remind us to keep our ees on Christ and TRUST that He is who He says He is, and He is a God of the Possible!
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