Broken.

God has plans.  His plans are good.  I've got that part.  Now...how exactly does this work.  It doesn't mean that everything works out, even  if we try to follow Him, and think we're following Him.  sigh.   Ok.  Ahhh...just had to get that out, and maybe there's a bit more to get out here.

I have the tendency to get involved, full heartily, with most things.  It can be good of course, but this week...it was bad, very bad.  It's kind of like just before vacation, you get all ready, you're packing, imagining yourself on the beach, the waves lapping, ahh isn't it nice...and then, you get to the airport and...they cancelled your flight, they will not be rescheduling done. over. go home.

Doesn't that just make your heart sink.  My heart. sank. broke. And over more than a vacation.

Through it all I try to remember...God know's what's best.   He has plans.  Good plans.  In fact, in Psalm 18:30 it says...  

As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is flawless. 

He is a shield for all who take refuge in him.

So.  I will continue to try putting this in my heart.